A Rude Awakening.
by Kala D
(N. Dallas, Tx. 75248)
I am Kala D. I am 70 yrs. old, a Christian, and a child of God. I live in N. Dallas, Tx. Have a few good friends and a church family and some family members left.
The story begins 3 yrs. ago. I moved back into an apt. complex I had lived in a few years ago, so decided to try it again. Things were fine at first. I had a lady living below me for a couple of months and then she moved out. Then a single guy moved in and then a week or so later, I started hearing the voices.
The guy had some friends over and were playing the game "Angels and Demons" and"Dungeons and Dragons". Well, the next thing I know I couldn't sleep at night because I thought the guys down stairs were trying to incorporate me into the game by using me. I then discovered that I was hearing the voices all the time, day and night, 24/7.
The voices began to be threatening, with noise and vibration and trying to control me and order me around. I am not one to take orders from anyone in my own apt. or anywhere else. Then, they begin to become more personal and involving my Cat, Carly.
Anyway, I also need to say that I have a dear friend who is dying of en stage kidney failure and goes to Dialysis 3 times a week. So, now, they try to use her as another way to control me.
I have been trying to understand why I'm getting this feedback in my ears. I have them telling that I am grieving for my friend, but she and I talk on the phone everyday and she seems to understand what I'm going through.
They are very loud and I feel the vibrations most of the time and noise and I still can't sleep and am so exhausted from all this. All I want is peace, I'm basically a happy person and just want to enjoy what time I have left on this earth before God calls me home.
It's almost like someone has my ears connected to a Mega Phone, Ear phone of some kind, like a hollow background.
If you can offer up some advice, please contact me. I have not been diagnosed as Bipolar or Schizophrenic, thank God.