Automatic Writing and Drawing

by Jean
(Texas)

I have been writing, drawing and speaking with guides for 2 1/2 years. I know that I have a gift, but sometimes I have difficulty trying to determine what is accually going on. Sometimes I think it is my imagination then I look at my drawings and I know that it's not me. I will try to explain as I understand it.

When I started, I was separating from my spouse of 17 years. Another woman and child are involved as well as my mother in law.

Going through the separation I connected with 4 of my guides. ERIE my twin soul - ELLIE an orb and 2 angel guides LEO and I do not remember the other angel guide name. I know this sounds insane.

ERIE was with me for 2 or 3 months in the begining. Then it was the baby's guides and the other woman's guides that were with me. LEA, TOM, LEE & SARA. There were interfering, itaunting, and calling my name. They have been with me ever since.

I was afraid for a long time. They have anger with me. They do not believe in God or Jesus. Seems that they are fallen and looking for souls. LEA is Sorceress and is very angry.

It seems that they travel between us (Me, my ex, the other woman and the child) looking for someone to watch over them. Looking for love, happiness and financial support for their care ( the mother and child). I can name them all and I can tell who it is I am talking with by the way that they write.

I am waiting for the RETURN of my twin soul ERIE. He has been with my mother in law and my ex to watch over the child. I am told that ERIE will be with me soon. Everything seems to stem around the child. God's care for the child and conflict between good (my guides) and evil (mainly LEA and TOM - the mothers guides).

It has been written that the other woman is going to die. But she is looking for financial support from my ex for her and the child. They are both using drugs, (the mother and my ex), they are both atheist. Their relationship has ended. My ex found out that the child was not his (which I have been telling him for 2 years as I had been told by my guides before we separated) but, he still wants to take care of the child anyway. I have no ill will toward my ex, the child, the other woman or my mother in law.

I am not afraid of these guides as I believe in my Father in Heaven, GOD, and his son Jesus Christ. When I give authority and ask them to leave, they do.

The drawings or sketches are pretty unbelieveable (to me). Not perfect but you can make out images that are consistant from drawing to drawing.

I have several drawings of a spirtual creature called a SAGE (when I first automatically wrote SAGE I did not know what it meant. It means wiseman or having wisdom that comes with age and experience). I cannot tell if he is good or evil as I am deceived by lies from LEA and TOM. I have drawn a picture of the SAGE kissing the child with a tear in his eye - (as if he was giving up the child or letting go).

When I draw the SAGE he is a beautiful creature with the head of a lion. He looks gentle and kind. I was told that the SAGE was good, then I was told he was bad. At this point, I do not know. It is hard to determine truth from lies.

LEE and SARA (the childs guides) are controled somehow by LEA and TOM. I have had good experieces from both of these two guides and they know I do not want anything bad to happen to them or their care (the child).

When LEA is drawn she is usually with a robe and usually holding a round orb or crystal ball. There are other robed creatures with no faces. There is also a spirit of a woman with long hair. Sometimes she is drawn with fire or flames around her. I never see her face, always from her back or her profile, but she seems to be controled by LEA as well. I believe it is the spirit of the other woman.

I have heard them call my name. I have also been awakened in the middle of the night with someone blowing in my ear. Earlier on, my angel guide LEO would play music. I could hear beautiful music in my ears. Sometimes I can smell them, sweet beautiful smells. When they have something to say my right palm itches.

I have had many experinces over the past two years and it is so difficult to explain without sounding like a total nutcase.

I am not sure who to talk with about this and I am aways searching for someone that can help me. I am skeptical about Psychics or anyone who wants money.

Maybe you can tell me who I can talk with or if someone has had similar experiences?