I had used a pendulum in the past and I was very young and in experienced. I received answers that came true many years later. I had not used the pendulum since.
I have had bad luck ever since and have always felt heaviness or the inability to make things happen like I used to. As an artist I could never get my projects focused properly and I could not achieve the goal I had foreseen before I started the project.
Things have happened in a span of 5 years that were emotionally draining one after the other. Until recently something drastic happened that pointed everything back to the pendulum and having used it.
But I still can’t seem to shake this "bad luck” I almost wonder if it could be something else attached to my person. The pendulum was burned in a fire that it had predicted to me 4 years earlier. At the time I had blown it off as unbelievable.
I believe I found the bead in the ruble that was once the pendulum and the night of the fire I could feel a wave of pain almost like a scream and unconsciously thinking of the pendulum.
I still feel like something is unsettled and I don’t have anyone with experience to help me understand what needs to be done or why I have had a bombardment of bad luck and personal failures.
Even with the land, house and pendulum destroyed I still feel haunted with something holding me back unconsciously.
I guess I’m wondering what could have gone wrong in the use of a pendulum?