Bad Situation Getting worse
It is again Namina. Well since my last entry things have gotten worse. But, I'm sad to say its not from the spirit himself.
I recently decided to truly tell my parents what is happening to me and their only reaction was "Well she's crazy, time to try to fill her with pills."
Yep. They think I'm schizophrenic. But schizophrenia does not run in my family nor have I ever used any substances and such so why would I just randomly have it?
I researched it a little and found that I am in the age range for it to appear, but all the other symptoms aren't more than kind of similar at most. I really don't think I'm crazy :(
But my parent's are set on me getting onto medication. The worst part neither of them (or any of my family) believe in the supernatural, spirits, demons, etc. (hence why did they mess with the Ouija board) so they are set on the "fact" that I am crazy.
Then in health class the teacher actually put me on the project to present a help poster for those with schizophrenia. It made my stomach sink so low. It was the one I did not want due to my situation. Now my best friend (who I trusted in telling along with my family so I could have support, I mean we've been friends for nearly 9 years.) wants me to go get some mental help and she acts like I'm just going to attack her or something. She hasn't told anyone of my situation, but she truly fears that I'm going mad.
The "man" keeps trying to convince me that I'm not crazy and even went to the lengths of going up to a girl in one of my classes and making her horribly cold and feel as if someone was hugging her. But that only proved to me that he's real. My family and friend still don't believe me. I really don't want to go on medication. What should I do? :(