Can't Move Forward On Earth
I believe in God and understand he has a plan for us all, and I am not scared of death or loved ones dying. The problem is I feel that the passing of my husband is near and I'm at a stand still.
He wants the bigger house, the land, the shop, the boat and I can't move forward because I don't want the resposibilities of it when he passes. I'm comfortable here and now!!!
I live each day as it were the last and enjoy it as I feel. I'm a planner and this is not my plan.
My pendulum is telling me he will die (of course no sense of time) but that's the problem....how do I move forward with life...oh so confused and tired.....please give me some insight.