Ive been hearing voices for some time now, at least 90 percent of the time if not more. They have been negative and choose to bring me down every time I get a little bit of joy in my life.
For that reason it makes it hard to smile, I also have experienced a dark heavy presence in the past in my sleep and its intent does not come off nice whatsoever.
Its hard to focus everyday beause the voices are there from the moment I open my eyes till they close. Not until recently do I hear words of encouragement and even then most of the time they only encourage when I feel they get what they want.
I have even been beaten down with negativity to the point of being suicidal. Ive turned my life and heart over to God and I feel like someone only wants to drag me down.
Everyday is an uphill battle and thanks to having God in my life I have been blessed to make it another day.