Communicating with God has given me a Reason for Living!
I am ecstatic that once again, I am communicating with God.
I lost touch with Him due to a difficult childhood. I felt that He had abandoned me.
Due to my childhood, I had abandonment issues along with father issues, and actually, it was I who rejected Him.
I was reared by a controlling mother who was extremely angry with my father, furthermore she did not speak kindly of men.
I took on her issues and her behavior, especially towards men, and her emotions including anger.
I had to realize that I was carrying all this anger towards my father. My parents separated when I was about three years of age.
Since I have released all of my mother's beliefs and negative patterns of behavior, communicating with God has resumed.
I am keeping a journal of all my conversations with my guides and loved ones, and have recently started an entry with God.
With this article, He told me to use my judgment.
On February 9th, 2007 while communicating with God He told me, (God's words in italics)
Many are confused and disillusioned and have lost touch with their spiritual side of existence and what you are doing is helping others communicate with their spiritual side.
On February 19th, during my conversations with God about my reluctance to speak with Him, He said,
You have had and perhaps are still having many emotional blockages dealing with me, and rightly so because of all of the trauma you have suffered because of your faith in me during your other life times.
I asked Him if I should have a page on the web site about Him since others, like myself, may also be turned off towards Him. I also mentioned that this could be the reason why they have difficulties communicating with Him causing their suffering. He answered,
You are very right dear and that is why it is of utmost importance that you do have a page on your web site concerning communication with me.
As I was discussing my blockages towards Him, I asked for His help regarding other negative beliefs that we need to release in order to accept Him?
Negative Beliefs We Hold Towards God
Then I heard the following:
- We must fear you
- You are a punishing God
- You are controlling God
- You are a demanding God
- You are an angry God
Am I getting this correct God?
Yes now you are tuning it with what people are thinking and feeling about me.
Are there other characteristics that I have missed?
That I am a judging God.
Well I know that there are verses in the bible about you being the judge, but I guess it’s in the wrong connotation?
That is correct. Man confuses judgment with how I determine right from wrong, and that I place a judgment on those who are wrong.
I am talking with God on other topics such asspiritual health where He tells me what is making people sick in the world. He also tells me what mankind needs to do in spiritual wellness
In other conversations with God, we talked about how everyone can be in good health by cleansing their physical body in cleansing