Communicating With God Has Given Me A Reason For Living!

Due to my ability of hearing voices, I am finally communicating with God.

My anger, fears, and beliefs which I learned from others (religious denominations) kept me away from Him.

I will give you some background how I found my way back to Him. Perhaps it may help you to resolve your own issues.

Due to a difficult childhood, I felt rejection and abandonment (my issues in this life time). I felt that God had abandoned me, but in reality I had abandoned Him.

Since my parents separated when I was three, I felt abandoned by my father and hence transferred my feelings towards my father onto God since we refer to Him as our Father.

I was reared by a controlling mother who was extremely angry with my father. Furthermore, she did not speak kindly of men. As a result, I took on my mother's issues, her behavior and her emotions especially anger, towards men.

She also dragged me (reluctantly) to many different churches - ie, Anglican, Presbyterian, United etc. with the hopes that I would somehow latch onto to one of the sermons and receive spiritual guidance.

It took me many years before I realized that the anger that I was feeling towards men was actually my mother's anger towards my father. That, plus all the anger that had I accumulated throughout my disappointing relationships with men had taken its toll in my relationship with God.

Once I released all of the negative beliefs and patterns of behavior towards men, thankfully, communicating with God has resumed.

I am keeping a journal of all my conversations with God, my guides and loved ones, and here is one of my conversations with Him.

He has taught me so many things, especially to follow my intuition, which I never did, and to use common sense.

On February 9th, 2007 while communicating with God He told me, (God's words in italics)

Many are confused and disillusioned and have lost touch with their spiritual side of existence and what you are doing is helping others communicate with their spiritual side.

On February 19th, during my conversations with God about my reluctance to speak with Him,

God replied:

You have had and perhaps are still having many emotional blockages dealing with me, and rightly so because of all of the trauma you have suffered because of your faith in me during your other life times.

I asked Him if I should have a page on the web site about Him since others, like myself, may also be turned off towards Him. I also mentioned that this could be the reason why they have difficulties communicating with Him causing their suffering.

God's answer:

You are very right my child and that is why it is of utmost importance that you have a page on your web site concerning communication with me.

As I was discussing my blockages towards Him, I asked for His help regarding other negative beliefs that we need to release in order to accept Him.

Then I heard the following:

• We must fear you
• You are a punishing God
• You are controlling God
• You are a demanding God
• You are an angry God

God reply:

Yes now you are tuning it with what people are thinking and feeling about me.

Are there other characteristics that I have missed?

God's answer:

That I am a judging God.

Well I know that there are verses in the bible about you being the judge, but I guess it’s in the wrong connotation?

God's answer:

That is correct. Man confuses judgment with how I determine right from wrong, and that I place a judgment on those who are wrong.

In talking with God, here are some other very important conversations,

• spiritual health

  where He tells me what is making people sick in the world. He also tells me what mankind needs to do in

• spiritual wellness
• internal cleansing is important for keeping your body in good health.
prayer for healing is a necessary procedure in asking for healing and cleansing.

Here are other topics of communicating with God:

• ascension, He says why ascension is important, why it is on-going and how it affects your health.
• ascension health.
• what causes cancer. This is very important concerning how people get cancer and what they need to do to prevent it.

• definition of soulmates.
• karmic soul mates.

• words of spiritual encouragement
• spiritual consciousness.

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