Conscience, Spirits or Insanity
I was 15 when I started hearing voices.
The first voice sounded like someone screaming, asking for help as if he/she was in danger. I was at school at the time and I looked around. I thought that maybe someone was getting bullied or beat up. There was no one there, and the people around me didn't seem to notice.
Then almost every night I heard a voice getting clearer that sounded like a little girl. She was screaming and crying for help. I only told my guidance counselor and she seemed to think it wasn't normal for me. Eventually, the voice stopped and it was like it never happened. I thought that whatever spirit might be haunting me had finally crossed over.
Just recently I heard another voice. It wasn't crying for help and it wasn't shouting or screaming. It was much more normal than the usual voice-in-head that most people have stereotyped in psychological horrors. It was much clearer. The weird thing is, unlike the first voice, this one seemed to know me. It was talking to me as if it was watching me all my life.
The weird thing is it sounded more familiar than the little girl. It sounded like Raven from Teen Titans. If anyone doesn't know, Raven was a super-heroine that had the powers of empathy and dark energy.
She seemed to talk to me, so I decided to talk back, not with my vocals but with my mind. Let's face, it if I was in public talking to myself, it would make me look more crazy than hearing this voice alone.
At first I asked how can she be here when it's obvious that she is a fictional character, but she didn't answer. So I asked why is she here. She claims that she has a special interest in me and until she finds out what it is, she will stay.
Even now as I am writing this, she continues to talk to me. She isn't trying to influence me or anything like that.
Am I going crazy? Is this really my conscience taking a form that I am comfortable with? Is it a shape shifting spirit inhabiting me, or are the laws of reality and fixing merging together to the point where I and maybe others can communicate telepathically to the fictional realm?