Disappointed

by Diana
(Montreal, Quebec, Canada)

Hi,


My name is Diana, I started hearing voices at the age of 35 and I am now 38. At first I didn't understand so I was institutionalized, in and out of the Jewish General Hospital for the past three years.

They told me that is was not normal and I was diagnosed with depression, bipolar, schizophrenia, multiple personality disorder and lastly, borderline personality disorder. This was a combination of 40 doctors opinon of all ages over three years.

I try over 20 medications because they told me if I didn't, I would never leave the hospital and I got scared. Some medications made me loose my short term memory, others stopped me from thinking creatively or thinking at all. But the worst was xiprexia, I attempted suiacide twice because my voices became threatening oppose to informative and insithful, I also became paranoide, so they then told me that I have paranoide schizophrenia.

One good doctor told me that my mind functions faster than the average person and he does not know why, but he can slow it down with another pill.

I then decided to take a nursing course to learn more of human biology, specifically that of how the brain functions. To my dismay, they are teaching the same findings base on 150 years ago reaserch, so after 6 months I quit with 90% average. When I question my teacher on their teachings, she said that the program was provided by our government and she had no choice but to teach it.

Now, because of websites such as yours, I have accepted my voices as a gift and not a curse, but I lost my job, my friends and almost my family too. But even though I still have my family, some are now afraid of me and I can not speak freely about my voices, it hurts sometimes.

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Mar 21, 2014
blessings
by: shay

Dear Disappointed,

First don't ever be disappointed. You know your body better than anyone else. The medical professionals are doing only what they know. Also do not be disappointed by others, people may not understand you but they will love you. You also don't need to talk about the voices etc...with them, as they may not be able to understand you and worry about you.

So, be your best and be patient, but take good care of yourself.
Blessings.

Feb 14, 2014
Be Well
by: Anonymous

Dearest Lady,

You know yourself better than anyone else. I like to give you this wisdom. If the voices are negative or disabling your life from living fully than you may have an illness that is causing them. However, if the voices are positive and not damaging your life than you should be able to make sense out of them and live your life to its best. However, if your family and /or friends have a hard time with accepting your voices you are experiencing than why not keep them to your own self, and just live in peace and allow them to also as obviously they are bothered by them.

When I recognized I was able to converse with spirits, I quickly realized that everyone else did not understand me, so therefor I know whom I can talk to and whom not to and just be with them. With wisdom, you have to learn how to conduct yourself with different people also. But, if the voices are intrusive maybe it is due to an illness or if the voices are negative, telling you to do things, etc... Either way dear lady, you have to take care of yourself and learn to live in a more positive way so you are in peace and others as well.

Don't be disappointed, the medical professionals are doing what they know, acknowledge and are trained for...it is not their fault...in their mind they are trying to help you and now you must stand up and help your own self. Don't have self pity, that does not serve you. It will be okay and you will learn better ways of helping yourself and when you are more stable than others around you will also see you as stable....Blessings,


Feb 06, 2014
Disappointed
by: Tanya Tkach, Webmaster

Hi Diana,

Thank you for sharing your story. Unfortunately, what you experienced is what happens in the majority of cases.

I know this is not easy for you, but at least now you are thinking clearly and have stopped taking the drugs which have disastrous side effects.

You can decide how you will use your gift and I know you will use it wisely.

Speak to Archangel Michael and ask for his protection daily, as there are spirits who like to take advantage of those who can communicate in the spiritual realm.

Sending light and love,
Tanya

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