Growing Up

by Heather
(Oklahoma, USA)

I have had a few experiences that have left me fearful at times.

At 6, I felt someone on in my room touch (me) at the same time that my grandfather died.

I had a dream abut the challenger blowing up and of war on sand.

As a teen I was rebelling against God for the situation I was in. I still have a (dream) of talking to a boyfriend about being raped and what he would do.

I have had feelings of deja vue, but it seems that the older I get it is blocked more and more.

I have a Christian belief, however it is not as strict as the belief of my friends.

I feel lost at times and have cried out for understanding, but I seem to be walking in a fog grasping for my path.

I don't have any extra money available to spend on counseling regarding my past lives or even in this lifetime.

And the gifts that I may possess, I have blocked. I just wanted to share my story with you.