Hearing voices in my Head and Seeing Alien Faces
(Coalinga, CA. USA)
Hearing voices in my head all started when I started reading about the Illuminati and relativity.
Without my medication I was seeing people as other people, I also saw aliens in my house. At one point I felt I myself turned into an alien, because I took a picture of myself and I saw me as an alien.
I don't know if the voices are really there to help me or not, so I ignore them or try to control it. I would also see the devils face on the ground or on the walls in my house.
Now I see alien faces everywhere like they are watching me. I am currently on medication now and it helps a lot, but sometimes I feel like I don't need them because they are blocking me to hear and see the gift God gave me.
I hope one day to stop taking medication and see if I can cope with it now since I have a better understanding of what's going on with me.
People nod their heads at me a lot and they hold out there hands like I'm supposed to pass them something or so I think.
Well, that's just my short story of what goes on with me. Hopefully i can get a response from someone who understands and can give me answers and ideas on how to control this or live with it and use it for positive use thank you.
I would hear voices to tell me to get on my knees and pray. Then they would tell me to get up and solute to my left and look to my right and visualize something and pass it up. One time it got so bad I thought I saw 'lil Wayne' next to me and we were passing stuff back and fourth.
It got so bad I lost track of reality and the voices got evil. They kept telling me to think of nasty thoughts and stop hearing the voices in my head, and to stop talking to them, the more I talked to them the worse it got.
My mom had to sit me down and talk to me until I calmed down. Once I was calm I started seeing a lot of things. All I can say is it was like me being in a video game and I had to win or I would die.