I Have Been Hearing Spirits For a Long Time
I have lived in a community in Arlington, Va since 2009. Since moving into my apartment, not only have I heard spirits, I have felt them as well.
At onetime, I could not leave my bedroom after a certain time because of the presence I was feeling. Sometimes I could feel someone or something right directly in my face. I would just try to ignore the feelings hoping it would go away. Although these types of experiences are not new to me, the older I get, the more aware I am of the voices.
Back in June, I allowed my friend and her mother to come stay with me for a couple of weeks. I never discussed the spirits in my home because I did not want to unsettle anyone. One day my friend's mother (age 76) said to me,
"You know I wanted to talk to you about what I saw last night."
I kinda braced myself because I knew what was coming. She told me that she saw two black clouds hovering in my living room and then the clouds moved towards the kitchen. I asked her if it scared her and she said, "No." I also asked her if it felt evil, "She responded, "No."
I do believe that someone passed away in my place. It could have been several people because I feel several spirits in my home. Sometimes I dread going home because it feels like the spirits are meeting me at the front door.
I am a candle lighter, I can not sleep without my white candle. Several weeks ago, I had one lit in the bathroom. About 2-3 am in the morning, I heard my smoke detector go off. I got up and walked around my place. I did not smell or see any smoke. I repeat, I did not smell or see and smoke. When I got up the next morning, black smoke covered the entire bathroom wall. (I have the pictures to prove it). I fanned the smoke detector, it stopped and I went back to bed, not knowing what was really going on. I could have died in my sleep, never to wake again.
All I could do was thank my angels for waking me up and looking after me. My kitchen is where most of the activity is and at one time, I did not feel spirits in my bedroom. Now, I feel like they are watching me as I sleep. The feel can be unnerving and overwhelming at times, but I just deal with it the best way I know how.
I want to be able to control what is going on around me in the spiritual world and not feel so tense. I believe this is my calling and I need help.