I'm Not Different, I'M UNIQUE.
My name is Marissa and I am 17 years old. All my life I've known I was different. I thought differently, more mature than others my age. I have always been interested in different stuff like art, and music. I LOVE the outdoors and I can connect with domestic, as well as wild animals, almost to the point where wild rabbits come 3 feet away from me.
I was diagnosed with ADHD, Bipolar disorder, Anxiety, and sleep insomnia. Since I was 4, I have been in and out of psychiatrist offices, once in a mental hospital, and have seen dozens of counselors. All the medicine and appointments were overwhelming and made me feel "crazy".
When I was around 10, I would always have horrifying nightmares. They would be about terrifying things, like people killing my family in front of me, but making me choose how they died. After those, I was put on more medication for Night Terrors. It was to the point when turned 13 that I was completely lost. I started cutting myself, playing the choking game, suicidal thoughts.
People made fun of me at school. I'd get picked on on the bus to the point where I'd purposely miss it just so my parents could drive me. When I was in 6th grade, my parents got divorced. My mom remarried a couple years after, and that's where it all began...
Weird things always occurred in my mom's house, but when the teenage phase of dark energy work came in, it triggered me. I guess I didn't do many ouija boards, I think only once I did and it wasn't a legit one. But I got
into a lot of witch craft, which unfortunately brought a lot of negativity into the house.
I can't be all regretful about it though, because that is when I started the best journey I could ever ask for. In 2012, my mother and I had a spiritual awakening. We then met one of our great friends and she is a Medium. The first time I went to one of her meditations, I was nervous nothing would happen, and to be honest, I was extremely skeptical. My first meditation was a Past Life Regression. I saw many things that still effect me to this day, but that's a different story... :) From everything that I have learned since that 1st meditation to now has changed me in one of the best ways.
Recently, I was molested by a non-immediate family member. It has been so difficult and my mind set has changed. Yesterday I had a healing session done by our family friend. My third eye, crown, and heart charakas were all off balance. She balanced them out now and I feel great.
The main point of this whole thing is that I know I have a purpose. Even though there haven't been easy things in my life time, I know that Arch Angel Micheal and El Morya are there, protecting me. But my question was to you, since I am a healer, do you know of ANY types of group chats for spiritualists that kind of have the layout like Facebook? I think that would be the coolest thing ever!! Just so that people that were lost like I was can connect to people that are just like them?
Light and LOVE!