It was a winter night when I was standing at a bus stop waiting for the bus.
I was 11 or 12 years old. Suddenly I felt a kind of presence inside a car that was waiting for someone. As it was dark, I could not see his face, but I felt a strong energy inside me, I knew lots of things about that man I have never “seen” before. A feeling of pureness and a very strong connection. I know he was around 28 years old.
A girl, five or six years younger than him appeared, she get in the car and they went away.
Nobody can imagine the feeling of sadness I experienced, I wanted to run behind the car and shout, "Please don’t go, stay with me."
I shed some tears, without understanding such an episode. I didn’t feel passion of course, I was just 11 years old.
It was something never experienced in my whole life. A special energy, strong connection, who knows…
When I was 20 years old I started to work in a company for a short period of time, as a substitute. I had to prepare 300 envelopes with invitations. After preparing lots of envelopes, I read a name and a surname of a man…I never heard before, but when I read it I knew such a person, really I was shocked because I wanted to realize where from, but I couldn’t.
One year later I started to work in another company, a person who worked with me mentioned that name again. I knew him! I know how he was!
One day a meeting was going to be held, and someone told that such a person was going to attend. When he entered room, I knew that was him - the name I have heard one year ago, but even most amazing, there was again the man I “felt” when I was 11!!! No doubt. Instant connection, strong energy, really strong.
Now I am more than 30. I do not see him anymore. While working in the mentioned company we both were conscious of the strong connection. We had a little approach, but he already was married (his wife is 6 years younger than him), maybe it's that girl I saw when I was 11! They had children, and lots lots of obstacles appeared and we did not want to hurt others.
Now I am married, no children. I feel I am always connected with him and I suffer sometimes…I don’t understand how the story will go…Could you please explain to me all of this?