Intense Separation Pain, Is He My Twin Soul?
I met someone during a group trip last year in November. I was attracted in an unusual way to him. I loved his voice and when our eyes met it was extremely magnetic - something which cannot be expressed in words.
After four days we returned to our country and my heart was looking for him during each minute.
We finally met on Face Book after two days and he seems to be sharing the same intense feelings as mine.
For the past seven months I have lived so intensely and his thought was always with me. It was like living in a floating balloon.
We met each other, chat on Face Book...
However I am happily married with someone else and have two kids. I have never thought that i
will live such a relationship with another one.
We can converse for hours on any subject ranging from food to meditation. We are so at ease with each other.
I am a spiritual person and meditates regularly. I am also a student healer doing advanced healing courses. After meeting me , he also has started meditating. We share so much...my god.
However after his recent vacation to another country, he told me that he has met a girl and that he thinks he will proceed with the relationship since I am already married and not available.
He said that he has feelings for her. He once said that he does not want to break my family.
He pleaded that we remain good friends since he said that the connection he feels with me, he will ever feel with another girl.
But I refused his proposal. He said we keep our friendship but without the physical touches.
We have never had sex but we cuddled a lot.
I have realized that my love for him is not unconditional.
Today after my meditation session,i felt that it would be good to have him as my best friend...and on the other hand renew my affection with my husband who loves me loads. But, I am still not sure. The pain of separation is sometimes unbearable, but am trying to heal myself.
Can you please tell me if he is my twin soul or a karmic soul mate? Kindly advise if I can go back to him as a friend or it will be better to keep my distance from him.
Awaiting eagerly for some words from you. Thank you.