Loss of Abilities?
by Kelly Marie
So I have been looking around for a little bit to figure out where to go to ask this question and I still don't know if I am in the right place.
I have always been very sensitive to the presence of spirits and it took me a long time to accept that I wasn't just a creeped out crazy person.
As I got older my parents even admitted they use to tell me I just had an active imagination because they didn't know what to do with what I would tell them. Things like, "I saw a man last night outside my room", "I hate this spot of the house I feel like there's a man waiting for me to turn the corner" and "I hear footsteps on the carpet", "I think my grandmother is here because I feel someone, but I feel safe".
Once I accepted this part of my life and opened up a little I realized it was ok. Then I got pregnant. I felt not one single energy while pregnant and now my son is almost one and I KNOW I don't "feel" things like I use too.
Is that a thing? To lose abilities because of a pregnancy or life event? Do I try to re-connect with this or is that dangerous?
After fighting it for most of my life I now find that honestly, I miss it.