Love Acension Problems

by Kristin
(Chicago, IL. US)

I hear voices in my head that I know aren't mine. I don't know if I should take an anti-anxiety med such as Klonopin, or Adderall.

A couple months ago, I started thinking and remembering a friend, a really close friend, who is a girl and I'm a girl. We stopped talking for half a year. I typed up a couple of pages once or twice on the computer why I loved her and wrote all the romantic things I could think of about her. This was when I wasn't on the Klonopin or the Adderall.

Anyways shortly after I wrote these love letters so to speak I became friends with her again. I guess the voices showed me what love is. She had a boyfriend, but chose to hang out with me instead of him. We both were doing drugs and got into some legal trouble for stealing clothing.

She is in jail now and I am in such a depression because I miss her. I'm not concerned with the fact that I might be gay or bi-sexual, but why do I have to cry everyday or have sleepless nights?

I don't know who my spirit guides are, I don't know what kinds of questions to ask them. I don't know if they are telling me the truth. They say they love me and that I know them. I didn't even know if they were aliens ghosts or actual people who are living now.

Is it possible to talk to the people you love who are alive and living?

All I keep saying and thinking now that she's not in my daily life is that I want to go home. I don't want to be here anymore. I want to get out of here. I don't know my purpose. I'm very lonely and now have no friends. I can't keep up with the act in being pleasant and happy. I don't want to work. I can't concentrate. I don't want to do anything. I've asked them to help me, to send me somone to help me because I can't do it anymore.

I see a shrink, but the meds give me bad dreams and don't help with my depression or voices. It all seems like a bunch of b.s. to me.

I deleted my love letters, paranoid someone would see them. I just want this to be over with and I don't know what to do. Some nights when I was not on the klonopin and the adderall they would keep me up all night and talk to me, but I don't remember any of the conversations.

Is it possible to talk to living people in your head?

I just think most of the time the voices are messing with me. I have no one to talk to about it and it's been weeks since I've laughed or felt love. Please help.

My name is Kristin and I'm 23. It's been 5 years now since I started hearing these voices after my first acid trip. I've been through a lot and nobody understands. Please help.

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May 15, 2012
Love Acension Problems
by: Tanya Tkach (Webmaster)

Hello Kristin,

You are carrying a load of negative vibrations and I'm not sure it is yours.

First of all, call in Archangel Michael and ask him to cleanse you of all negativity any any lost souls that my be attached to you. Due to the fact you are taking medication, that can attract a certain type of lost soul.

Read my page on spiritual protection so you know that I am referring to.

It is difficult to ascertain if the depression even belongs to you. That is why spiritual cleansing is important for you to do daily, and again you can do that through Archangel Michael. Read my page on spiritual cleansing.

As for your depression, I do not believe that taking synthetic drugs helps one, it only creates more toxins in the body and hides the real root cause of depression. You are angry and have other negative emotions that you are hiding in your body which is causing your depression.

There are natural 100% liquid herbs that you can take for depression such as Blue Vervain, D.A.N.-C, Rue, Sutherlandia Combination, Universal Homeopathic. These herbs are available through me from Pure Herbs. They are very strong, and for that reason you cannot buy them from any Pharmacy. You need to have somone help you with the dosage and times. You can read more information on these individual herbs and combinations at Herbes Pures in Quebec.

As for dying or leaving your body, you are given a gift with the physical body and are here on earth to learn your lessons, running away is not the answer. You are in your particular situation for a reason and you have gone through this in other life times. Deal with it now. You have your celestial angels and spiritual guides to help you and others such as myself. So ask the spiritual realm for help too.

You can also contact a self-help group either dealing with depression or suicide such as National Suicide Prevention Lifeline and do it today.

Other than working with me personally through online sessions at online sessions this is all I can advise. Now it is up to you.

Sending healing vibrations,
Tanya Spiritual Counselor

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