Man or Monster Beside Me
To start this story of mine the first thing I feel obliged to say is that I'm only a 17 year old girl and everything that is happening to me is scarying me and its all true. I do in fact believe that I some how have a "bond" with spirits or the dead. To be honest I'm not sure...
My story starts back in July of 2011. It was my mother's birthday and I was happy to hear that she wanted me to stay and hang out with her and her 5 close friends. One of her friends brought a strange box. When she opened it I realized it was a brand new 10 buck Ouija board.
At first I didn't want to touch for I feared it. I watched as they tried to get it to work. It never moved. They continued trying for nearly an hour and absolutely nothing occurred.
I found that funny and to mock them I jokingly barely placed my finger on the lens (I was the only one touching it at the time) and said, "Maybe my mega-mind can move it!"
I was about to take me lone finger off of it when it began to move. It moved rather fast and it began to spell out many different things. The rest of the night, my mom and her friends forced me to help them work it for it only worked when I was at least kinda touching it. I thought not much of it at the time.
The weeks went by and I started to feel as though something kept trying to hold my hand when I tried to go to sleep. It was just an eerie feeling of something touching my hand. I tried to ignore it.
About a week after that my sister pulled out the Ouija board again. The entire family tried to get it to work while I sat on the couch watching. Again nothing.
My mom yet again dragged me over to show my dad and siblings how well it works for me. So I gave in and used it again. It began to move really fast. It laughed at every tiny joke I made even if my family didn't hear it. It would only answer my questions and ignore my family.
When my brother accused me of faking it all it spelled out "D-O-N-T S-A-Y T-H-A-T L-E-A-V-E" and then the lens moved over to the moon. That scared me, the moon is meant to represent evil. After that I didn't want to touch it anymore. The next day my sister made me show her friends.
This time the lens moved to a picture of a girl in the corner that looked like me and was using the Ouija board in the picture, then to the spirit behind her then up to the sun. It kept doing that gesture randomly. It made me nervous to the extreme.
Then it started poking me with the lens and sliding it off the board to me. Even when I moved, it did. Soon it began moving without me touching it only to slide off and poke me again. I was not too ecstatic about that.
A week later I began to hear a male's voice.... in my head. The first time I heard it, I nearly had a heart attack. I couldn't tell the man's age by the voice for I didn't want to hear it. But he kept talking. He wouldn't let me ignore him. Soon I felt something trying to hold my hand again. And again. And again.
Then it all stopped. Fearing I had summoned a demon I tried to explain it to my mother. She only laughed at me and even called her friends to say how her "17 year old daughter scared herself so bad that she begged her to sleep in her room."
Yes, I was so afraid I begged to sleep with my mom that night. She told me no. I began sleeping with my Bible under my pillow hoping it would help. The voice came back a few days later.
Since then I have moved to a different house, I still hear him. I hear him at school, at home, driving, at the mall, everywhere. At first I thought I was going mad. Since I only heard him in my head and not out loud. Then things began to become too real.
I started feeling cold patches around me, deathly cold and no one else ever felt them. They'd walk right through them and not notice. Then I awoke to find my lights on when I had turned them off. I got up to turn them off then my door flung open, then closed. I jumped in reaction to this and stared at the door. Then the tv turned on when I got up to turn it off my lights turned off. I turned around and headed to turn them back on so I could see the floor to make my way to the tv to turn it off as well. When I flicked them back on I turned and the tv was off. I slept in the living room that night.
Then things got even more real. I began hearing him say things such as, "I love you. Why don't you love me? I'm sorry. Please. I'm begging you."
Those 'sweet' things were also accompanied by, "Bitch. Don't ignore me. Stupid bitch. Why don't you hate me?"
I continued trying to ignore him. Then I realized I began replying to him as if talking to someone else but only through my mind. He kept either trying to sound loving and sweet or yelling at me and trying to get me to say I hated him.
Just about two weeks ago it reached a whole new level. I began feeling someone biting my neck. The first time it happened I dashed to the mirror to see if I had a bite mark. Nothing. Nothing was there. I continued to feel occasional bites on my neck, back, head and even hands. Then I began to feel kisses on my lips and extreme cold around my face. I always pull away only to feel it again. And again. And again. It will stop after a few attempts, but will begin again later or the next day.
I also began to feel someone pressing themselves up against my frontal hips. I felt the cold there I always feel when he touches me. I pull away, walk through him, or ignore him. But he keeps trying and trying before giving up for a while before attempting again another time.
Things got even realer when I looked at a guy in my class and thought, "he's kinda cute." I felt the cold on my hand. Then, the boy in my class began talking to me for the first time. I felt all giggly and fluttery then I felt I had a strange pain on the top of my head. Like some one was biting me as hard as they can. Then My hands began to ache as if being squeezed.
After class I heard the Man again say, "How dare you cheat on me right in front of me." That's when it truly hit me what my situation was. He has also hinted both a romantic relationship and a sexual one to me. I'm at all interested in neither one.
After researching a bit I learned that attached spirits have a reason to attach. One of the reasons was because they are trying to stay with a family member or a loved one, but I haven't lost ANY male family members nor have I even had my first kiss yet. I don't know why he won't just go away.
He is so possessive of me and hates it when I look at other guys with any interest. He claims that we are together. He tries to prevent me from wearing make up or any nice skirts or dresses, saying that I should only wear them for him. He also says that he hates it when I'm pretty cause guys look at me.
Even now I feel him behind me and he's not too happy I'm finally putting the truth out there. He keeps touching me even now. If anyone can relate to this I'd love to hear your story. I'd like to feel that I'm not completely alone in this.