Met My Twin Flame When I Was 11
I was lucky enough to meet my twin when I was young, 11 as a matter of fact.
He was somewhere he would never normally go and we literally ran into each other, and fell into a heap on the ground. We lived in different cities, but that day a connection was made.
We talked all the time, our parents were so mad about the ever increasing phone bills and the hours we spent on the phone. We never really "dated" we just were. If that makes sense. The feeling we had towards each other was intense and grew deeper as time went on.
He was so sure of our love he asked me to marry him at a young age, I was so terrified of our intense deep love that I ran.
Over the years we were separated there wasn't a day that didn't go by that I didn't think about him, even on my wedding day just before I walked down the aisle. I knew I was making the wrong decision and his face flashed in my mind and I heard him in my mind asking me not to go thru with it.
Come to find out he married also, but told me after we reunited he had to marry someone the total opposite of me. He also knew on his wedding day that he was making a mistake, but like me went thru with it anyways.
We were able to reunite 3 years ago and as soon as we heard each others voices it all came back for both of us. We picked up right where we left off.
I have since divorced, not because of my twin, my divorce was already in the works when we reconnected. He has tried to leave his marriage, but she is using the kids as pawns and he mainly stays out of "obligations" (his words, not mine).
We both recognize what we are to each other we just don't know how to get to the finish line. We are way better together than we are apart. I've tried to date other people, but I always end up right back to him.
I've run. He's run, our usual cycles. She knows I exist, he's told her its me and its always going to be me, needless to say she hates my very existence, and she road blocks him all the time.
Any advice on how to get us where we need to be?