My Twin Flame Experience
by Dawn R.
(Orlando, Fl. USA)
Back in 2006, I hardly understood what spiritual beliefs were, let alone understand where I was when it came to having and being part of a "religious" group.
The second I meet my "twin", my soul recognized him. The hardest part is that because of my "ego" I didn't realize why.
We both automatically fell in love (neither of us knowing we where twin souls) After my twin broke up with his now ex-girlfriend, the unthinkable that we'd get together happened.
I was so happy and so in love. After 5 months of the honeymoon stage he started running from me. (At this point we still didn't know about twin flames/twin souls) We where on and off for almost two years straight. Then our first separation happened.
Neither of us thinking we had a problem we went on with our lives. I, honestly, suffered from heart break. I went though two other guys shortly afterwards to get over from my heartache I felt when broke up with me.
A little over three years later, I got married to the biggest mistake of my life. The day my ex-husband and had moved into our own apartment together, I started dreaming of my twin. (still unaware of twin flames.)
Fast forward - during the separation of my now ex-husband, the dreams of my twin got stronger. I looked him up on Facebook and on white pages.
By May of 2013 I found his number. By July of 2013 he picked
up the phone. He had just lost his granddad not long before.
March of 2014 is when my soul told me to look up twin flames. I found out that the man I've had my heart on for close to a decade was my other half. My missing piece.
From July of 2013 until July of 2015 he continually ran. We where at the the runner chaser stage for a long time.
By June of 2015, I felt the pull. You can't stop fate from pulling you apart. Being aware of it happening before it happens is painful.
By September we where officially broken up. I was geared in anger. I was in my 3rd dark night of the soul. He was moving for a job opportunity. We where already on "break" as it was.
During the last week of October, he told me that he realized we were twin flames as well, and now we are both looking for a way to get back together.
I'm going though my 4th dark night of the soul (and close to done) while he is learning his life journey of independence.
Time doesn't make it easier and we still talk weekly. He needs me as much as I need him and my soul is now crying for him.
I'm wondering, is it because of my awakening or is it because of our connection?
We both hate this and want each other, and both of us do not know where we went wrong.