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My Twin Flame

A few years ago I met my twin flame even though I never knew what a twin flame was, but when we met it was an instant recognition filled with the most calming peaceful feeling. Nothing had ever felt like it.

We began dating and I began having even more spiritual experiences than ever before. I had always been more in tune to these experiences, but I had only once before ever heard a voice in my head.

However, not too long into our relationship, when we said we loved each other a presence came over me. It's hard to explain exactly, but it was like the "me" in my head was not there. Instead there was a presence and it spoke, but it wasn't to me, it was to my partner.

At first, it was a happy presence and it said "finally" then it was very sad and said, "I've missed you, where have you been?"

Then it repeated, "I've missed you," three times and the presence slowly left me, after which I was so overcome with emotion. All I could do was cry and I honestly do not know why or what I was feeling.

Over the years when we were together my partner would have experiences as well such as visions or dreams from a loved one, always with us together, but always with a futuristic 'how things could be' tinge.

My partner is not very in tune with spirituality and is a very afraid individual who is not open to the truth. Our relationship had many obstacles to overcome and in the end our love was not enough to overcome life.

We parted horribly. We do not speak. We have been apart for a year now, and it's still hard to believe. We had parted before, and each time I would receive a sign, either a dream of a passed love one of us together in the future, or a message not to give up.

One particularly poignant time I had been very down, and not knowing how we would ever overcome everything (he was with someone else, an age gap, different life goals) I had gone to compose myself in a public restroom.

When I looked up from the sink, there was a picture that stated "Never, never, never, never, give up". All of this, combined with the intense feeling that I had from day one that no matter what, everything would be ok, is hard to reconcile with how things are now...and how it ended.

Yet a year ago, when we parted again I received a comforting message from a loved one who had passed on who suggested to hold onto hope.

I still have experiences with my ex, vivid dreams, sometimes he is trying to get me back and I am just so angry with him. Other times he is crying and remorseful and says things where I knew how scared he is.

The only time I have run into my ex was not 24 hrs. after I had dreamt the exact scenario the night before.

How can we be so seemingly connected, yet so far apart and tearing each other apart on this plane?

We shared such an intense love that it seemed that something wonderful should come from it, but instead I find myself barely hanging on and he is back to his self destructive tendencies.

It seems we both actually suffered from being together! In many ways I am doing a lot of tough life learning, but what did I do to help him?

As I mentioned at the beginning of this that a few years ago I never knew what a twin flame was. After the break up I began to re-embark on my spiritual journey (looking for answers) and things started to fall into my lap...one was a little book entitled, "The Journey of Little Crow" by Angelina Heart.

It was like reading about my relationship, and it triggered a new journey that has led me to discover the realm of angels, guides, twin flames, and the like that I never knew about before.

So in a sense, meeting my flame has been for the best and it has spurned me to grow as I am now. But, it is difficult to fathom.

I suppose if I could fathom I wouldn't be on this journey, but it is difficult to know how I can move on with my life without my flame?

Am I to adhere to those never give up sentiments, have we missed the boat along the way or, is the way back to my flame away from him?

I know I can't change anyone. I know that in the end we will be together whether it is in this life or another, but it is hard to let go...and even harder to know whether I am supposed to...

Do you have an advice/insight?

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Apr 08, 2012

My Twin Flame
by: Tanya Tkach, Webmaster

Hi Sevenforest,

I just want to shed some light on your comment regarding twin flames or any soul mate relationship.

One can't possibly have any conscious memory of past life relationships. The mind is merely a tool for dealing with every day life, it does not encompass who one is. It is necessary to look into your soul to find out about one's self. Anything on the soul level is timeless, and what happened then is now. This may be difficult to grasp, but I do not have the words for describing timelessness.

All past life memories exist in the cellular memory. But one thing for sure is that one will know intuitively when you have met your twin soul - he or she is the other half of yourself.

Meeting your twin is an exciting experience that leads to self discovery.

With light and love,

Tanya Tkach, Spiritual Counselor

Apr 02, 2012

Time Is Fuzzy With Twin Souls.
by: sevenforest

It feels that being together with him opened up memories from past lives. Memories from past lives must appear in dreams or experiences that you feel, but are not you. This is because experiences from past lives are probably not stored in your brain in the same place as memories from this life. That is why it appears like voices,(I don't know were they are stored) or strong sensations that are familiar, but at the same time it feels like someone else.

The reason why it comes up is in my opinion because time is not acting in a normal way when twin souls meet or are together. There is this timelessness...

It feels that the both of you have many unresolved issues from past lives and in this liFe.

The most difficult thing to grasp when meeting a twin is to start resolving your part in it. It is the best you can do for now and for all times when you were and will be together.

Dec 22, 2011

MY TWIN
by: Anonymous

You are lucky. I spent 6 yrs with my teacher about 20yr older than me in the same campus without knowing anything.

We had some days together where I found how much harder it was to relate. Now after leaving the place, I read about twins (souls). I even remember being embarassed when I saw a golden umbilical cord between us when I stood to face him opposite in classroom and I criticised myself "didn't go this far".

I am shattered, but I will go on.

Nov 22, 2011

Listen To Your Heart
by: Helen

You've described eerily similar circumstances to what I've gone through myself with my twin flame (t/f).

He called me a month ago - I thought I'd never hear from him again, and was doing my best to move on and let go because it ended so horribly. It was scary, intense, beautiful, too much too soon. So when he called me, we were like 2 teenage schoolkids on the phone. I swear, he could've heard my heart beating on the other end of the phone it was racing so fast - no one has ever made me feel like this. We were both so nervous & shy - he called to say no hard feelings which I know was hard for him. It really meant a lot to me.

We haven't seen each other, but I know we will when we're both ready. T/f's are perfect mirrors of each other so anything that's "lower self" is acutely amplified by your t/f. It's very confronting! Don't be sad that you're apart, everything happens for a reason & have faith that you will reunite eventually.

Twin Flames are 2 sides of the same coin - everything you feel, he will also be feeling and there's no way known he could ever forget you.

Trust God, trust your twin, trust your heart, trust your own soul.
Never stop believing in love.

Sep 30, 2011

My Twin Flame
by: Anonymous

I too met my twin flame (t/f) over 20 years ago and we had an instant attraction, but we were both married. The attration was so strong that we had an affair. After a while I left my husband and ran away and never said goodbye to my t/f, though I knew he would be able to find me one day if he wanted to and always hoped he would.

Suddenly out of the blue 15 years later, I got that call. I couldn't believe my ears. It was like a bolt of lightening and a wake-up call as I was in another marriage which was a disaster. I knew I had to meet my t/f. Once we met met it was just like time had stood still. His marriage had just broken up (30 years) and I knew that things would still be raw for him which they were.

After 3 months or so he became very, very distant and went into his cave. We fell out and never spoke for months and months and I pined for him day and night.

Im divorced again though this time with a daughter. I'm a lot happier in myself. My t/f is still in constant contact and we see one another and text a lot. He's been damaged by the ex-wife and went through a very bad time.

We still have that very strong connection, but whether we will actually get it together - God only knows. There will never be anyone else for me. I'd rather live alone than with someone who wasn't my t/f.

Jul 11, 2011

I Feel You...
by: Mystical

For us to feel emotion and be able to have understanding and control over it...If we never felt yearning or sadness, we would never know that we had met our twin flame.

My heart and love goes out to all twins in these circumstances, be strong, even if you have to be strong for the both of you until your twin is ready to join you.

With love and light...mysticalfaery xox

Jun 24, 2011

My Twin Flame
by: Tany Tkach, Webmaster

Hello,

No, you are not looney.

This is a soul mate with whom you have come together during this life time to complete your karma. You left him a past life time just as he has left you in this life time.

There is a difference between soul mates and twin flames. Read my pages on definition of soulmates and karmic soul mates.

Forgive him for leaving, forgive yourself for leaving him in a past life time and release him. You have completed what you came here to do with him.

Sending light and love,
Tanya Tkach, Spiritual Counselor

Jun 22, 2011

My Twin Flame
by: Anonymous

I will try to keep this short.

Eighteen years ago, I was with a friend and we were walking on campus. I saw this guy. I stopped dead in my tracks and said, "Oh my gosh, who is that guy?"

My friend told me his name. My response was, "That is who i am going to spend the rest of my life with!"

My friend called the guy over and the 3 of us decided to go hang out the rest of the afternoon. After that, this guy would come over to my house and hang out. We never 'dated' but were very close friends - friends with benefits.

I wanted a relationship with him, but was afraid he wouldn't so I never pursued that. After about 6-8 months, we were put into a situation that I had to let him go. I knew he didn't want a relationship and I did. So I prayed and asked for strength to let him go. I felt if he loved me, truly loved me, he would be back one day.

I remember saying the words aloud to myself. I remember saying, "It could be 20 years from now, but I know he will be back."

Well, flash forward 15 years...one day, I received an email. I didn't recognize the address, but something told me I needed to read it right away. When I opened it up, I saw who it was from. It was from that guy - from 15 years ago!

I was so excited! I immediately knew he loved me and we were going to be together forever. In his email, he said he was so excited to find me. He had always thought about me and missed me. He said that I was the most influential person in his life. We spoke for about a week via email, and then we both said that we loved each other, we always had and that we think we are soul mates.

I moved to the town he lived in. In going through my boxes, I found my baby box. On the outside of it, was his name. I called my mom to find out why that name was on my baby box. She said if I was a boy, that is what my name would have been. Also, inside of the box, was the local newspaper. On the front page, was a picture of trees and a local landmark. The property in the picture belongs to this guy's family. We were both blown away by this and just reconfirmed the fact that we were meant for each other - we both felt this.

Now, 2 years later, he has left. I am devastated. I feel like I have lost my other half. I feel like we are meant to be. I am severely depressed. When I get really down, something inside me says not too, that our relationship isn't over, that he will be back, oneday.

I know I have to move on and become a better person through all this, but in my heart and head I keep feeling this isn't the end with him. I feel like we were meant to be together. I feel like we were made for each other.

It has been a little over 18 years ago that I first saw him. From that moment on, I have felt like he was my soul mate - my twin flame. It was instant and that feeling has never left.

Am I looney, or are my feelings accurate?

Apr 14, 2011

Twin Flame
by: Anonymous

Hi,

I have also split from my twin flame who I only knew for three months, but the sense of peace I would feel when next to him was what amazed me when we first met. We had so much in common and had such a strong connection on many levels.

He has got bi-polar disorder which caused him to say he couldn't handle being in a relationship in the end, but still wants us to remain friends seeing as we did get on so well.

This ending has started me on another spiritul journey, and I have given up drinking, and meditate a lot more, and now go to a spiritual church.

I miss him so much, but I know we have to have time apart to each grow, and I hope that one day we are able to make a go of it.

Feb 19, 2011

My Twin Flame
by: Tanya Tkach, Webmaster

Hello,

Yes, it is definitely a twin flame experience that you have described. It is a very rewarding yet daunting relationship.

In order for twin flames to be together and stay together, they need to have completed their personal work (life lessons) that they have come to do in this life time. Once they are completed, you will be together, but not before. That is the reason why you are not together.

This is the time for you to concentrate on yourself and do what you need to do. Meditate, go within and find out what you are here to learn. Learn how to dowse and to use a pendulum so you can ask questions. Check out my pages on dowsing for beginners and using a pendulum.

I suspect that the voices you heard where from yourself in a former life time.

I have gone through similar experiences with my twin flame where in certain situations, I reverted back into a former life time where my behavior towards him was different from today. It definitely was a mind-blowing experience. At that time, I felt as if I was losing my mind.

Fortunately, I have my guides to help me through that relationship plus experiences that are difficult to fathom.

You are exactly where you need to be at this time. Renew your spiritual relationship with God and have faith. If you are meant to be together in this life time, you will be.

Sending light and love,
Tanya Tkach, Spiritual Counselor

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