Restlessness, Need purpose; Possible visions

by Vincent
(East Islip, NY, US)

My name is Vincent John Velez. I don't know what it is, but whenever I am just living life, for instance, I ignored spiritual aspects from my life during 9th grade and it has been one year since I graduated in 2010.

I believe I have a 6 sense where certain objects or words call out to me. I feel a higher being is pushing me on a path to enlightenment, but I still don't know what my purpose is. Half the things I am finding out about myself seems too real, and I don't have proof that it is correct.

My aura-my purpose-my soul color, I am also haunted by the number 33 because it came up in my numerology test. I also feel if the great sage does exist he/she is calling out to me and I don't know how to listen to the calls.

I need help becoming one with myself again.