Saw A Blue Hand
(Carmel N.Y United States)
When I was younger I saw a Blue hand rubbing my head it was strange it was light blue and big for a hand. I reached out to touch it, but it moved. I saw it's palm print and I saw it rub my head again till I fell asleep.
I have no Idea what this means. It has been bugging me for years. I have a feeling it wants me to relax and maybe even be more flexible in my spiritual views.
I am a christian now and love Jesus. I do suffer from schizophrenia now, but it is getting better. Some say it will come back again. I don't know and I am not sure if it is from the enemy or God. Even though I am schizophrenic, I never had visual hallucinations just this blue hand.
I also sensed evil once when I was talking to a couple of people. I saw their eyes turn red, but I was not scared. Do you think was it a delusion, a trick from the enemy, or maybe a Gift?
It confuses me as to why God will do that while I was praying to the saints as a catholic. All I know is that God is Good and he will finish what he started.
From a young age they said I would be strong. Now the kind of strength I have is spiritual. I love my family. My older brother and I are on a journey for healing.
Please write me back with your thoughts.