Separation From My Twin Flame
I am too going through the same experience! I'm truly astounded by the intense feelings I'm having.
I met my twin flame 2 months ago and from the moment we first spoke I felt a connection. He is in a long term relationship and I am only recently separated. The intensity of our feelings after 2 weeks sounded ridiculous. We spent up to 7 hours on the phone and I thought about him 24/7.
We parted ways when his girlfriend found out when she got the phone bill and I felt I had just lost a part of me. I couldn't function and collapsed from sheer heartbreak of him telling me he had to cut ties.
I kept texting him in disbelief it was over. He texted me to tell me he had gone to see his doctor as he had a bit of a mental breakdown, he was advised to get a book called mindfulness which he urged me to get. I did and within a week I was feeling strength and found it very helpful when the anxiety took over, when realized I may never speak to him again.
The meditating helped with new ideas to maintain focus and within a week I was feeling like I was ready for change, I start having more confidence and became more giving and loving to people around me. I prayed and hoped everyday for him to contact me and I realized that even if i just communicated every once in a while, I'd be happy, just to have that contact...
Low and behold, he returned by text to say he needed me and even if it was just as best friends he would be happy. The passion returned instantly and it was like we never parted.
A month later, we were discussing his plans of leaving his partner, moving to another country and taking on my
three children, even when he agreed with his partner he never wanted kids!!! Huge commitment!!!
We had never met and we had arranged to meet last weekend to secure the bond as we knew we could never tell anyone our plans if we never even met.
His girlfriend found out he was texting me and he agreed to leave her as it was me he wanted, and then in a complete turnaround told me he hadn't the strength to cause her pain and live alone waiting for me to move out of the house I share with my husband. Again, told me it was over and was giving his relationship another go.
I was devastated yet again. The feeling of him dying and never seeing him again. He hasn't texted me and I'm holding out on him living up to the fact he said he loves me like no other, that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me, that I'm everything he has ever dreamed of and in fact his relationship is doomed with his partner because of the intense passion he has for me.
I have found solace in tarot readings and spiritual healing. I know we separated as part of a divine practice and I want to do my part of cleansing and healing in order to re-unite with him again which is all about forgiveness, acceptance, unconditional love and trust.
I do believe we will unite again soon and through meditating, hope and faith I will seek this.
I understand the pain of others who are separated and believe that you need to fix yourself first in order for you to re- unite.
I hope this helps others. I have never done anything like this before, but felt compelled to share me experience and to try and help.
I really hope it works out for everyone!
All the best xxx