Signs Pointing to My Soulmate?
I am wondering if it's possible that the universe is pointing me back to my soulmate.
I am married, but I met a boy when I was 14 who I thought at the time was my soulmate. We felt so connected, but it was brief as we live in separate countries. We kept in touch for a long time, then lost touch for several years.
I got engaged and then found him again. Now I'm married. I hadn't thought about him in the whole 6 years that I've been married, but suddenly, like I had been hit by a train, he was on my mind. Now I can't stop thinking about him and I keep seeing signs about him everywhere I turn. I see his country everywhere, I have been finding things that he sent me or mementos of our time together, seeing his initials.
It also seems that every time I think I should let go of him, another sign appears very quickly. We are back in touch, but it hasn't been super intimate and he never seems to initiate contact. I feel like there is definite affection when we talk (online), but neither one of us is really putting feelings out there. Me, because I'm married. Him, maybe because I'm married, maybe because he doesn't feel the same. I don't know.
My marriage isn't particularly happy. My husband is nice, but I've never felt like he was "the one" and we have no chemistry at all. I'm just feeling in my gut like the universe is trying to tell me that he is my soulmate and that I can't forget him. But it feels like a fantasy and I'm just not used to this way of thinking.
Is it possible?