I too met my twin flame 7 years ago. We were both married and we connected immediately. He became very dependent on me. I helped him in anyway I could.
When we would meet, it was amazing and very hard to say goodbye.
I was very true to him but he did run many times.
He asked me to leave my family but I just couldn't do it. I am more traditional and didn't want to hurt my family as much as my dream was to be with him night and day.
Three years ago he left his wife, he told me to leave him alone. He found a new life, dating, freedom, women. I didn't understand how someone who was so close could change so much. What happened to the person who begged me never to leave him, what happened to me being his "Life Forever?"
I know he's been seeing other women, he is a singer and has women after him all the time.
Last year he stopped communication for 5 months without warning or explanation.
He finally emailed me asking me if I was going to a mutual friend's birthday. We started talking again.
I saw him a few times in his little studio. Things were not the same. We continued to fight a lot. He would tell me he's with his male friends but I know he was with other women.
Throughout all this he emailed me EVERYDAY with a simple "good morning" without fail.
We get close but then he runs. We have the 11:11 connection, our emails arrive in the inbox at 11:11 unintentionally.
I called him last week, he texted back saying "he can't talk now"... knew he was with another. It hurt me so bad that he didn't put me first and go to another area to talk for a minute.
Four days ago he posted on his Facebook photos of him in Vegas. He looked happy and obviously he wasn't alone.
This killed me and I blocked him off Facebook. He texted me yesterday with a simple "happy thanksgiving" from Vegas.
I am so confused and upset - I can't breathe. I am unhappy at home and my family can feel it. My husband is confused as to why I am upset and depressed sometimes but happy other times. My Twin Flame effects my mood.
I think about him EVERY SINGLE MINUTE...I can't go on like this.
I have so much to be appreciative about... gorgeous lifestyle but inside an empty shell without him.
Please help me... I've lost focus.