Talking in Unknown Language
by Laura D
My name is Laura and I am hoping for guidance. Here is some background: when I was younger, I would have full accurate detailed visions of an upcoming occurrence. I could give every detail except who was involved. These visions were always about accidents. These visions happened while I was awake.
I am no longer able to do this but want to learn how to again.
Now, I am speaking a strange language in my sleep. I am fully aware that I am doing this and often think to myself the question of, "I wonder what I'm saying and how do I know what the next few words are going to be?"
I can also control the emotional force of what I'm saying. I know when to increase the severity of my tone, repeat words to emphasize the importance of what I'm saying, and I don't think I am speaking to anyone.
I drink maybe twice a year, and if I drink too much, I am able to speak this language out loud right before I fall asleep.
I am very receptive of peoples emotions and can pin point exactly what is troubling them. I can give detailed information on how to resolve their concerns.
Emotionally, I am a very sad soul, 50 years old, never married. I have never had a relationship longer than 3 years and the average is less than a year. I know the problem is due to my lack of self love. I work hard to make sure my partner is happy and when they leave me, every one of them has married and had a family with the next girl.
My dream has always been to have a life time relationship.
I am wondering if you can give me some insight into what I can do to increase my understanding of my perceptions, how to rebuild my ability to connect with my visions as well as increase my ability.
How can I learn what and who I am speaking to?
Thank you for your thoughts and time.