The Illusion of Satan

by Katherine W

I will try to be brief but my story starts in Dec of 2009 and went on until April of 2010. It started one morning when I woke up and I noticed my thoughts were no longer racing. All I could hear were voices and being that I had been around those that could hear I was not scared at first.

The way I saw my hearing at that point was that it was a gift that I had been given by God. The voices had started out very loving and concerned and then gradually got more cruel and scary. In retrospect, I realize that my experience had been brought on the trauma of being molested. I have no recollection of what exactly took place, but I do know that when I am hypnotized that I have body memory.

I was hospitalized four times and each time it got worse and worse. I think that the voice that was scaring me was the spirit of the man that molested me. I found this out after dowsing.

I was told a lot of mixed messages about religion, and the so called Satan. I experienced a burning of the whole body more than once. I feel that this spirit played on all of my fears to scare me. I even felt something in my body. I went through hell and no one understood what was happening to me. Thankfully, I no longer believe in hell or Satan after my experience.

I still have a lot of questions about different things that have happened and I'm writing a book based on my experience so I can help others. I know what it feels like to be scared and lost and I would have given anything to know someone that had gone through the same thing I have.

I believe that everything happens for a reason, but I am still struggling with the anger that I feel and the shame that goes along with hearing. I cannot believe that I believed what the voices were telling me.


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Mar 14, 2011
Thank you
by: Anonymous

Thank you for replying. It's nice to know that I'm not the only one. As I grow I am learning more and more what happened to me and why it happened.

The memories of the man that molested me are coming back now and originally he was just a voice that I heard the most of the time or at least I thought I did. I feel that because I needed to face this trauma I heard his voice and the things that he said to me.

I'm still putting the pieces of the puzzle together though. I'm realizing that I need to connect with my inner child and honor her. That will help me heal from the trauma.

Feb 13, 2011
I Believed Them Too
by: Anonymous

I've gone through the same thing. At first I believed them too. Its hard not to.

Dec 02, 2010
Thank you
by: Katherine

Thank you Tanya,

I should have been more specific. What I am presently struggling with is the fact that I believed those negative entities. I wonder if someone else who isn't as innocent or naive as I am may have not believed them.

Dec 01, 2010
The Illusion of Satan
by: Tanya Tkach, Webmaster

Hello Katherine,

Thank you for sharing your story. I know it's not easy talking about things that are traumatic, but there is healing in writing and talking about it.

Many go through traumatic experiences before awakening their spiritual level of being. I know I did, and I happy that I did. My gift helps not only myself, but others too, as you will realize.

There is nothing shameful about the ability to communicate with the spiritual realm through hearing voices. I have learned so much and have met so many wonderful guides on this journey.

If I may I make a suggestion, it is important to release all of your fears, your anger and your feelings of shame, and any prejudices you may be carrying about hearing voices for it will help you in your communication.

Also ask AA Michael for cleansing and healing at all times.

Sending healing vibrations,
Tanya Tkach, Spiritual Counselor

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