The Illusion of Satan
by Katherine W
I will try to be brief but my story starts in Dec of 2009 and went on until April of 2010. It started one morning when I woke up and I noticed my thoughts were no longer racing. All I could hear were voices and being that I had been around those that could hear I was not scared at first.
The way I saw my hearing at that point was that it was a gift that I had been given by God. The voices had started out very loving and concerned and then gradually got more cruel and scary. In retrospect, I realize that my experience had been brought on the trauma of being molested. I have no recollection of what exactly took place, but I do know that when I am hypnotized that I have body memory.
I was hospitalized four times and each time it got worse and worse. I think that the voice that was scaring me was the spirit of the man that molested me. I found this out after dowsing.
I was told a lot of mixed messages about religion, and the so called Satan. I experienced a burning of the whole body more than once. I feel that this spirit played on all of my fears to scare me. I even felt something in my body. I went through hell and no one understood what was happening to me. Thankfully, I no longer believe in hell or Satan after my experience.
I still have a lot of questions about different things that have happened and I'm writing a book based on my experience so I can help others. I know what it feels like to be scared and lost and I would have given anything to know someone that had gone through the same thing I have.
I believe that everything happens for a reason, but I am still struggling with the anger that I feel and the shame that goes along with hearing. I cannot believe that I believed what the voices were telling me.