The Personality Inside The being

by Sigh
(Van)

I've found my inner contact (self?) likes to play around with me. Sometimes I feel that they are lying to me. They say it's for my own good. It's never been with anything serious.

I am a true gemini, even my personalities have personalities...ha ha. I find my self asking if I am speaking with the same entity as last time and...it's not always the same feeling. I ask if they have ever lived before. Some have, some have not. I like to ask them questions about themselves such as how there are feeling, and if they would like to be different.

I find it's almost like they can't lie, but they would rather not be used in the way we all use them.

If I ask them if they have lied about an answer, sometimes they say "yes" and then I then get to the bottom of the issue.

Am I crazy for feeling sorry for them?
Do they exist?
Is it wrong to bug them?

I can find out anything about any one, even things no one should posibly know. Only once have I asked about lotto numbers and I won.

The next time I received a scary reading and felt like I had over-stepped my boundries.

I stopped for about a year...but needed help badly. I have no one in my life that I can trust now that my best girlfriend of ten years died.

Sigh Amour