The Worst Pain in My Life, Help

by Nyasha Lindiwe

I am so sorry for what you are going through. Like everyone else here I am going through the twin flame separation stage.

Background info on my twin and I: our parents are very close friends and he is 8 years older than me. When we were younger he used to babysit me and my 2 younger brothers and my parents never understood why I was so drawn to him.

Fast forward to recently: I met him in 2010 after 24 years apart. He was married and he had come to my brother's wedding. There was an instant connection there but I avoided him, and we later became friends in 2013. He had left his wife and we became very close friends to the point that we fell in love.

We couldn't touch each other for months because the intensity was too much. One day we were talking, it was misty outside and cold and two dogs (male and female) passed by us, the next thing two birds flew past us and after that he kissed me. I have never felt such intensity from a kiss, felt like our souls collided and my soul jumped from my body into his body and back into mine. The clouds parted for a minute and right in the spot where we stood the sun's rays kisses our warm embrace. I tell people this, but they never believe me.

We have had many unexplained situations that can only be answered on a spiritual level. We had our relationship for a year and like any twin flame relationship we challenged each other on every level. He was my mirror and as much as I wanted to work everything out despite the way he made me face my deepest fears, he couldn't take it and he ran.

He has been running for 10 months now and I am torn apart. He left with all of me. I have not been able to move on to another relationship because he is me. When he misses me I feel it, I dream of him every night when he misses me. I know that when I dream of him he misses me, but he is so afraid of our connection. I know when he is turned on sexually I can feel it, and I know when he has slept with someone. I need help in cutting that connection because it hurts me knowing that he is having sex with someone else that isn't me.


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Sep 14, 2016
This Is My Experience
by: Anonymous

All I can say is that I know separation is unbearable pain to be away from him.

It's all through body mind heart soul.
We are long distance he reads my mind my emotions, my dreams.

His voice, I actually felt in the past, seriously no joke, I knew exactly what happened to us. I cried in grieving I told him we are both obsessed with ancient Egypt now I know why.

So many, just God!! I feel like I'm in a bubble, it's beyond love and beyond sorrow, we connect on all levels! Just we both didn't think nor expect to meet online, and that day the site closed we call or text ever day. Our love, and intimacy through spirit - heart ache and all.

He reassures me that he's not going anywhere and that we're bound for eternity and forever. He's 35 I'm 25 he's perfect. Oh gosh, I had him in dreams and it was the same for him, WE HAD THE EXACT DREAM.

Everything comes from comfort and love!
I'm typing this while my heart is beyond aching.

What I do is pray to holy Isis and holy Osiris for help and the angels to ease and to help me and him.

I have even been having all kinds of body changes, flu symptoms, not wanting to go out, and to stay home and rest because of stomach pains.
He senses that the pain is unbearable too.

I stopped studying for a while because I cannot study. I need a break. I cannot function, I just need to see him, oh God.

When I went to my Psychic, I felt I was going insane. I can't talk to anyone, not family, nor friends. They called it dumb bullshit.

The psychic said that he feels the same way and says that he needs to see you too!
I wanted to cry for joy and finally tell someone.

She (the psychic) explained that the high energy links both hearts. I said I thought he was my soulmate, she said, "It's your twin flame my dear and is a very intense love.

She said I'll see him and she explained we need to merge intimately and explained how he knows as much as I, and also said not to worry etc.

My energy was so high, and I could feel it just so much!

Sorry, if I babbled.

Jul 18, 2016
The Pain is sometimes Unbearable
by: Tanya Tkach, Webmaster

Hi Jaime,

Anyone who has experienced separation from a twin is familiar with the feelings you have.

It is important to remember that meeting your twin is your wake-up call on your spiritual path. It is about going within yourself and doing the necessary work on yourself.

Every twin has inner work to do and one or the other may be more spiritually evolved than the other, and in order to be together, it is necessary for both of you to have done your work, otherwise it will not work out for the both of you to be together.

Read the comments of others in the Spiritual Chat section concerning twin flames aka twin souls. You will have a better understanding of why twin souls are meeting and what you are here to do together - to help humanity and the world and to raise the consciousness of mankind.

Sending healing vibrations on your journey,

Jul 18, 2016
The Pain is Sometimes Unbearable
by: Jaime

You are not alone!

I met my twin flame on April 20th, 2016 and he has since exiled me from his life. He defriended me from Facebook and supposedly blocked my texts.

I feel like I have a vice around my heart and throat now daily. My grief is debilitating and I have a family that loves me already. That's the hardest part of it all. The connection is so strong that I feel his heart beat in my heart, and I believe I have experienced telepathy with him.

It all happened so fast that I don't exactly know what is real and what isn't.

I wish the intensity in my heart would cease. It scares me that the emotional pull and heart connection will manifest into physical illness.

All I can do us pray..and I pray A LOT lately.

Jan 05, 2016
The Worst Pain in My Life, Help
by: Tanya Tkach, Webmaster

Hello Nyasha,

The twin flame separation page has been discontinued for some months now, so this is another thread.

Yes, it can be painful when twin flames separate, but as you know you are always connected spiritually and that is what is important.

You may be confusing physical sex with spiritual love, and if your unconditional love is true, there is no greater love than that.

Your twin needs to live his life and do the things that he needs to experience, and if you love him unconditionally, you will allow him to do so. Obviously, he is not ready to be in a twin flame relationship. Perhaps, it is too intense for him. In the mean time, you need to work on your issues, and if you are meant to be together in this life time, you will be. But the inner cleansing that you both need to do is very important.

Sending light and love,

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