To All Twin Flames

by Pure Deep Light
(US)

Dear Twin Flames,


I have to share my thoughts with you, it is good not to be alone. This emotional roller-coaster kills me and would be happy to talk to all of you.

I met my Twin Flame man on the NET a bit more than two years ago on his birthday which is on the 11th day of that month under not ordinary circumstances.

I am married with 2 kids and we are in our 40's. He is younger by 7 years. I like my husband and family, but do not feel love for my husband. I felt all my life lonely and lost, even though I was always surrounded until we found each other.

He was promising to meet me personally for one and a half a year. We are both in Europe, but he is oversees so the distance is big but not huge - a 3 hours flight. He promised to come to me and I am not sure if he really wants it or not. This is why I do not go to him. I have never run after any guys - never needed to because I am pretty and look younger than my real age.

But, nowadays I keep trying to put us and our connection together - it hurts a lot.

I do not know what to do? We argue weekly about small things. But I can't let him go...I would go insane of the pain.

When he is silent even for days it makes me mad. I cannot talk to anyone around me about my feelings. When we are in a good cycle, everything is so good, when its bad, it is horrible.

He is always on my mind - even when with family I think they can feel my mood changes too, because I cannot hide it completely.

I have never had this feeling for anyone, but it is very hard to live with it. He says that he loves me and is thinking of me all the time, and that he does not want to lose me, but he keeps a gap between us and does not let me get closer to him. I do not understand why?

Is it because he needs space to grow? Or both of us need it?

Sometimes I have a feeling that he punishes me because of his feelings for me. I think my character has improved a lot during our time together - I have become more patient for sure...I don't know how you can survive this.

I keep trying to do so. I do not want to lose him. How can you live without your Twin Flame at all?

I hope he will come back to me and your twins will come back to You ALL!

I am trying to SHINE!

PURE LOVE TO YOU ALL

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May 30, 2016
Twin Flames
by: RADW

My best advice is to let go and find yourself. That is the purpose of the separation phase.

To grow spiritually and learn to love one's self and realize that you need no one to complete you. It is painful, but that pain is what helps you learn about your true self.

At first, it feels like a feeling of helplessness but as time passes and you realize how much this connection opened your heart to the world you begin to appreciate the pain because it becomes your best teacher.

It will be a roller coaster ride so put your seat belt tight but believe me it's worth it. You will come out a better person. And the faster you realize this the faster the reunion will come. And even if it doesn't know your life will be better because of the intense feeling, and you will forever be connected.

Nov 25, 2015
Twin Flames
by: Tanya Tkach, Webmaster

A Loving Person,

I am not with my twin, but this is what I feel is necessary.

There is so much inner work and cleansing to be done within not only from this life time, but many others. What you do not clear in any life time follows you into the next.

For the relationship to work, both twins have to do their inner work, otherwise you would not last together. And it is important for each one to be at a much higher level in order to help others and Mother Earth.

I respect your decision, if you were meant to be together, you would be. It is not time. You may be reunited in this life time and maybe not. It does not matter as time does not exist in the spiritual realm.

While we are on earth, there is much to do within.

I am constantly doing my inner work, and right now, I am clearing what I had not from my deaths in other life times. As I said, we carry everything within.

As you are in touch with your twin, do your inner work - you will be triggered by him, it could be something he says or does, or even a pattern of behavior - you are each others' mirror.

Since you are with your husband, you still have work to do in that relationship, do it, do not wait. Whatever comes up, deal with it. That's what relationships are about.

Even though I am not in a relationship at this time, I am always doing inner work that comes to me from within.

I trust and feel that when I am supposed to be in a relationship, I will be.

Love yourself and everyone in your life, be thankful for all your blessings and pray for assistance. It is right in front of you.

Sending light and love,
Tanya

Nov 25, 2015
Twin Flames
by: A Loving Person

Reading your post was very touching for me, and to be honest I really was not very into twin flames, etc..

I am also in late 40's and have been married for 27 years, and after 27 years I have changed a lot. The way I was 27 years ago was a very different, insecure person as compared to today where I am very independent and more secure of myself in many ways. Our 2 children are 20 and 17 and I feel that although I love my husband our love has changed over the years.

I have thought about a divorce couple times just to my own self, but never really considered it because of the children. I did not want them to float between two parents. My husband would also not want divorce and the way our marriage is fine for him, but it is at times uncomfortable for me as my love is truly not strong. There is love, but not the way it should be.

About a year ago, I met a nice man on the internet in Northern India, he is about 10 years older than I, married has two adult children. I have never met a person whom I feel so attached to on a spiritual/soul level, he is Buddhist,vegetarian, highly intellectual,sensitive and I feel like I have known him for hundreds of years. Hearing from him via Whatsapp makes me so happy, and if I don't hear from him for couple days it really makes me very sad and upset.

He is more emotionally stronger than I so he doesn't need to communicate daily, but for me it is like an inner strength to hear from him. I just love him for his presence, being, ways, etc. It has nothing to do with sexual attraction, but all of the above things would also make me sexually attracted. Feeling love on a soul level, not thru physical attraction is really amazing.

However, I do have two children, and although they are almost adults there is a desire within me to be in the same house with their father, as I want them to have a home to come to on holidays, and one day with their partners and with their children.

I don't want my home to be broken so their life will also be effected. Basically, I feel stuck in a hard place and willing to put up with sacrificing my own needs in order to have more harmony for the entire family. However, as you can imagine it can be heart breaking. And my twin flame feels the same way for his wife also, and I can understand out of compassion and love not wanting to hurt others.

So, it is what it is and I can only do my best and try to make sense out of it.

Tanya, I am sure there are many people like myself in the world, if you can shed some wisdom for our hearts from a woman's perspective and soul it would be such blessing.

I value your views. Thank you.

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