Trying To Remember
I just wrote this 22 page story... and it got deleted. So I'm going to shorten it and leave out a lot. I started hearing voices in 2010. This one girl's voice I cared about but it went back in forth between us. She was the first voice I heard.
Later on, I discovered a girl who sometimes came over next door back when I lived at my mom's house in California. She sounded just like the girl in my head. Her name is Colleen.
I've heard many voices since then including Tupac. Ive gone into the hospital 4 times now since 2011 being schizophrenic and bipolar. I've stopped smoking weed for the first time it's been 100 days.
I'm on my meds, but I sometimes hear her at night. What is my connection with her?
I'd like to explain my story from 2010 till now 2013, but I can't write it all again... if there is anyway you can feel me and let me know what is going on...I'd love to explain my story... I just can't type it all again... is there some other way?
I've had a really hard time these past few years hoping that is enough information.