Twin Flame Reunion
I have a situation that has been plaguing me for quite some time. I have tried everything I can think of to take care of it and the yearning for my twin flame just keeps getting stronger.
A little bit of background: I met my twin flame about a year ago. When I met him he was very taken by me, but I was in such a fog because of the psychosis that I was experiencing I didn't notice. I knew we had a connection, but everything within me was telling me that we needed to be friends. He was very adamant about taking me out and even though I didn't really know him at the time I went with it.
Years prior I swore that I would never date anyone who was married, but he assured me that it was over. He is middle eastern, muslim and because of my past lives I seem to be attracted to this type quite often.
We had a great time at first, he was the most giving and dedicated man that I have ever met. Then the fear set in and we seem to get further and further apart. I didn't want to be controlled by him and I wanted to make it clear that I didn't need him.
When we see each other there is so much synchronicity that he cannot ignore it. The other night we showed up wearing the exact same thing, and then the light beside us kept turning off and on. We laugh constantly and so enjoy one another's company. However, one of the biggest problems is the culture, he is so afraid of what people are going to think.
He hides when we are together which makes me feel hurt.
He is divorced and I have tried dating other men and still he comes back into my life.
I know the twin flame union is not about a relationship it's a union and service. The only problem is because he and I have so many trust issues we find it hard to open up to each other. When I am not with him, I am in physical pain and the other night after realizing that I deserve better I let him go. However, because I am clairaudient the angels keep sending me love songs, and will not stop trying to unite us.
Thank you for allowing me to vent,