Vision. Intuitions. Twin Flame?
I believe I've met my twin flame. I am very much confused. I first met this guy last year in my cousin's wedding. He is an in-law of my cousin. Before that, I skipped a wedding in 2012 where we could've met. At that time he was in a blossoming relationship. I was in a relationship as well running 2 years at that time.
When we met. I was very much physically attracted to him. But we did not speak much. I was in a relationship at that time.
When my long term relationship ended in Nov. 2013, I thought of him. But deep inside I told myself I am not yet ready for him. But I was mingling with others. I thought I don't want to waste our chance. Come May through common friends, I saw a post in Facebook where he was tagged. I checked his profile. There is this post that very much touched me. At the time, I did not think that we will have anything. Then he added me. I accepted the invite 3 days after. Etc. etc. I thought he was older than me! And he thought I was younger than him!
After 2 months, we went out the first time, but for a 'project' thereafter the connection was intense.
It was so intense we were holding off ourselves. We tried to take things slow. But we really could not. After 2 months we had sex. This is uncommon for me as I do not do it outside a relationship. I do not know for him. Even up to now, thinking of that moment sends me chills!
We are both so confused in the early part. Especially, coming out of a relationship. We both noticed that at times we do 'project', we tend to mirror each others' fears and feelings. As if our deepest issues are being triggered!
I am catholic and he is protestant, but we are both open minded and more on our relationship with God. So between the two of us this has never been an
issue. I am just wondering what his 'church flock' would say.
I believe he is my twin flame. And he has been 'running'. I am at the point of just letting things go. I am trying to accept him with his flaws. And love him unconditionally.
We have constant push and pull. Whenever we space out, I learn a lot about myself. I believe I have awakened because of him. He is a philosopher/pastor. I am a self professed counselor. Our connection is deeper than my 3 yr relationship! I so could not believe it! We connected physically, spiritually, and emotionally. He himself is his truest form with me! I can feel he is very happy with me.
After meeting him, I think my world turned around 360 degrees! My old beliefs in relationships, in love and life and religion has changed. And I feel same goes for him!
But things are so painful and he has been so difficult to deal with. He is just mot your typical guy! I believe he has deep seated fears and issues. I believe he is my twin flame. I love him dearly. But should I let him go?
At Easter this year, while awake, I saw a vision of a man dressed all white, but did not see his face, and I just know he is coming. And while I am talking to my ex during our break up, I am excited to actually meet the guy for me. Is he that person?
I went out with others, but even before we've meet in person I strongly feel he is the one for me!
Why am I feeling this way? Is he my twin flame? Should I bear the pain and continue to love him unconditionally? Will things be better?
I know deep inside that he loves me. When I met him, I feel I found 'home', but why are things so hard?
Should we separate? I know there are other guys out there. But I know deep in my heart, I will not experience 'me' with them.