Voices Call My Name
One evening when I was trying to go to sleep, I laid in my bed feeling anxious over a guy that I had been seeing.
I knew something was not right and I was particularly worried that this night was going to be a sleepless night while all the things we did and said went round and round in my head.
I didn't know exactly what I'd done, but I knew that something was wrong. He had suddenly withdrawn from me and had ceased contacting me.
While laying in bed, I knew I wasn't asleep yet, but I was completely unaware of my body. I felt like I was in a trance, almost out of body and only in my head.
I have thoughts running through my mind all the time. Broken and unfinished thoughts. Always dwelling on what's happened and stressing about what's to come. For the first time ever it felt so strange to have no thoughts of mine running through my head. All I could hear were voices talking that were not mine.
I was in control of those voices and I did not understand half of what was being said as it constantly switched from voice to voice, at least two. Occasionally they called out quite abruptly "Cassie!" My name.
I tried to listen and understand, but in the moment it was confusing and frustrating because I wanted to respond, but I couldn't.
Eventually I must have fallen asleep, and when I woke up in the morning I was back in my own mind and thoughts.
I so desperately wanted to remember what was being said, but there were so many bits and pieces of sentences from the voices that I don't
know what they were really telling me. All I know is that I felt at some stage they were telling me not to worry about the guy I had been seeing. This was about ten nights ago.
Last night I heard my name being called again. "Cassie!"
It startled me. I tried to say, I'm listening. I heard some jumbled sentences and then I clearly heard, "They are not listening".
I think the dream I woke from this morning was pretty loud and the message broke though. My Dream This Morning...
I was trapped inside a building running away from this human creature thing, we kept fighting physically and verbally, and the surroundings kept changing, although the building was bare inside.
The floor in the middle of the building started to collapse and scary creatures started coming out the middle. I managed to find a door and just shut it before the human/creature thing got to me.
I Got out the building and was with 3 unknown people/myself in the dark, but there was a path with lots of trees either side, and I managed to get away. I had an overwhelming sense of leaving everything behind, but I called out to the others,
"I've left the building with nothing, but two cans of bug spray and a lighter".
We found a car and I got into the back seat, I wound the window down and said,
"Don't worry I'm armed with flame," and pointed it out the window ready to kill.
I only saw in my thoughts the visualization of the flame coming from the can as I held the lighter in front. But I didn't actually do it in the dream. Then I woke up