Voices Driving Me Crazy
This is my story of hearing voices.
I'm not sure how long ago it all started, but these voices sound like they came from up above, like from the rooftops. There was more than just one, both male & female voices. They constantly insult me and mention names of people close to me, like my son and guys I liked.
I payed no attention at 1st, but some of the things said by these voices stuck in my head & really bothered me. It seemed like someone was following me around, watching my every move.. Which is what I thought was happening.
So I finally told someone, that I think people are hiding out in the Attic of my house watching me & I thought they were trying to kill me...I was kind of Freaking out about it.
The only suggestion was to stay sober or go to the mental hospital. Which I tried both, but it didn't do a damn thing.
I started thinking, who would really go through all this trouble to follow me everywhere I go and waste their time going up & hiding out in the attics of buildings where I went.
I couldn't imagine anyone would actually do all this to me, I'm not rich, nobody with power of any sort. But I still couldn't understand the voices & yet they continued every day to torment me.
Then I noticed, I'm hearing these voices & I'm not even in a building, so where are these people in the Attic trying to kill me...in fact, nobody would be around & I'm outside (no rooftops) and I'm still hearing these annoying voices.
One of the voices, said they were dead people and another said they were DEVIL WORSHIPPERS. These voices were so annoying to me, that I would actually tell them SHUT THE F*** UP!!
I argued with these voices and sometimes they would respond back. I finally came to the conclusion that these voices are not real human beings, but probably evil spirits/demons. And figuring that out,they didn't get to me as much, because these voices scared me so much, I thought someone was trying to murder me.
But spirits can't physically harm humans from what I know, I wasn't so frightened by them. But I can't stand being alone, they attack me a lot when I'm alone. As long as I had someone near by, I could deal with them even as annoying as they are.
But they are embarrassing & so annoying for me, because I constantly hear them I tell people about it & everyone looks at me like I'm some nutcase, the hospital even for diagnosed me as a skitzo. But that's not the case, I know it's not. I know it's dark energies.
I am currently still hearing these voices, I learned to deal with them to an extent so I can compose myself as a "normal" person. But I really don't want to have to hear these annoying voices constantly putting me down & trying to scare me.
I just don't know how to put an end to these voices. They do watch every thing I do, because I heard them say,"they don't know we are watching them". I just heard one voice now, in shock because I'm writing this story now. It's so weird and unbelievable.
They can see what I do and they constantly watch EVERYTHING I do. I hate that feeling of being watched & that feeling has been permanent ever since these voices became a part of my life. I just don't understand. Why me?
What do they want from me?
Most of all I wonder how to put the "voices" to an end. I pray to God,someone reads my story & can help me out, even if someone can relate to me, let me know...I'm not alone, that I'm not a skitzo & there has to be a way to go back living our life without these voices like I once lived.
I miss being the old me, not all weird & NOT embarrassed telling people,"what's wrong with me?"
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