Who is My Twin Flame?
I worked for a guy for about 2-3 years and in total I have known him for 5 years, but I left to have my baby...with my then boyfriend who I was with 3 years and he was my first love.
But back to my boss. I always felt a spark with him, he always made my stomach do somersaults and I was always very nervous and I always wondered if we would ever be together. He was with a girl for 10 years, and I had just had a baby so I thought there was no hope, but 10 months ago I started working for him again and I hadn't spoken to him in 2-3 years, and all my feelings came rushing back!
But I was with my new boyfriend and we've been together 2 years and he raised my son, so I thought oh no! My feelings have come back and I have a boyfriend. But we both admitted our feelings to one another and we started seeing each other, I finally had what I'd always wanted! I was so happy, but I left and went back to my boyfriend who helped me raise my child.
That was 7 months ago, and I still haven't spoken to him. And I'm so heart broken! I've made myself move on from him so I can carry on with my life, and try and fix things with my boyfriend as I left him. But subconsciously I cannot move on from him! I've tried to get in touch, but he won't have any of it, I wonder if I have always loved him.
The thing is I haven't learned anything being with him in that short few weeks, where as my other boyfriends I have always learned something.
So was he my soul mate? Did we have a short few weeks together to show the we like each other, but we still have lessons to learn, so we parted and will come together again? Why do I have such a connection with him? How can I be so upset and heartbroken over someone I barely had?